(Screaming, his thoughts were screaming. They were screaming at him to stop while he was ahead but he couldn't help but stay. They were too close. He could feel that now, but he wasn't separating himself from her or anything despite his instincts screaming at him.)
Ideal or not... we cannot exactly help it.
(He was forcing himself to be composed. Truthfully that side of him that wanted more and wanted to hold her tightly in his arms was begging him to do it already.
He didn't dare go beyond more than just this. This wasn't meant to be romantic, it shouldn't be. Yet here he was making certain to hold her carefully so the warmth passed through her without much issue.
He won't give into what that starving side of his instincts desires.)
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(Screaming, his thoughts were screaming. They were screaming at him to stop while he was ahead but he couldn't help but stay. They were too close. He could feel that now, but he wasn't separating himself from her or anything despite his instincts screaming at him.)
Ideal or not... we cannot exactly help it.
(He was forcing himself to be composed. Truthfully that side of him that wanted more and wanted to hold her tightly in his arms was begging him to do it already.
He didn't dare go beyond more than just this. This wasn't meant to be romantic, it shouldn't be. Yet here he was making certain to hold her carefully so the warmth passed through her without much issue.
He won't give into what that starving side of his instincts desires.)
... at the very least we both swore to secrecy.