(The way she kissed him this time was more a surprise, more in the way that she's crashed into his lips in a sense. His own felt likely more... desperate a little, with the way the heats coming off him, off his lips at that from his resonance traveling upward and growing hotter from the contact.
He would have thought that he was going to deal with her growing upset by how she made it sound yet... neither of them could stop lying to themselves in the end.
He couldn't bring himself to lie to her despite that part of him that was pushing for him to retreat from this. Saying that he shouldn't accept this; that he's not meant to have it to begin with no matter how hard he pushes, he tries yet it was all silent.
His own arms around her tightening just a little, resting on her back no less with him being thankful he didn't remove his gloves when showing her what his own revenge's costs were. It probably would have made it worse feeling the direct heat of them on her skin.
Even if he's certain that likely still won't help much with how far they're falling down.)
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He would have thought that he was going to deal with her growing upset by how she made it sound yet... neither of them could stop lying to themselves in the end.
He couldn't bring himself to lie to her despite that part of him that was pushing for him to retreat from this. Saying that he shouldn't accept this; that he's not meant to have it to begin with no matter how hard he pushes, he tries yet it was all silent.
His own arms around her tightening just a little, resting on her back no less with him being thankful he didn't remove his gloves when showing her what his own revenge's costs were. It probably would have made it worse feeling the direct heat of them on her skin.
Even if he's certain that likely still won't help much with how far they're falling down.)