But... if I'm honest despite the vow... I don't think I can stop feeling this way... your reputation never once mattered to me and... it's leaning toward all for me despite myself. I don't...
(His words fell short, he's trying to not let all of it out. He doesn't want her to learn the truth of his alter ego but there's some manner of reluctance in his choices now. She's managed to enter too far for him to dare consider it. It's why he with a shaky breath makes a decision; he has no choice for part of it.)
... Eula... I... I'm going to tell you something that only Kaeya knows. Show it to be more specific, even if I couldn't be completely open on all of it and my goal... but it's something nobody else has seen.
(And perhaps a sign of how serious he is about it being toward all for him.
He's reluctant in releasing her, with him shuffling to remove what looked to be his coat knowing the temperatures were going to be worse on him. Once he does, he lays there with what looks to be scars in his arms. Nasty looking, almost as if he had been on the end of Fatui weaponry which all headed down his arms.
He didn't want to be this vulnerable again, he did not. It's why he looks almost as if he desires to crawl into a hole just by showing her part of what near killed him previously.)
... during my travels I've come across Fatui and the Order often. At the time I was fighting Fatui to be more specific and near died for that since I was alone. I can't tell you the exact time frame but, I can safely tell you that part of what drives me is wanting to get rid of them.
It's not just over my father, but I want to see the Fatui more importantly burn. The Abyss Order included.
(The heat to his tone, the way his eyes sparked into vicious flames suddenly like earlier. He's always thought of this and to tell her, to show her now, is part of his attraction as foolish as it is for him to do so.
With a heavy sigh, he cannot help but wonder if she might find him crazy.)
... if you're wanting it to be all with me despite our secrecy, there's a possibility you may find me more hurt, more injured, more scarred as it goes on.
(Though unsaid, there is also the possibility of his death too.)
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(His words fell short, he's trying to not let all of it out. He doesn't want her to learn the truth of his alter ego but there's some manner of reluctance in his choices now. She's managed to enter too far for him to dare consider it. It's why he with a shaky breath makes a decision; he has no choice for part of it.)
... Eula... I... I'm going to tell you something that only Kaeya knows. Show it to be more specific, even if I couldn't be completely open on all of it and my goal... but it's something nobody else has seen.
(And perhaps a sign of how serious he is about it being toward all for him.
He's reluctant in releasing her, with him shuffling to remove what looked to be his coat knowing the temperatures were going to be worse on him. Once he does, he lays there with what looks to be scars in his arms. Nasty looking, almost as if he had been on the end of Fatui weaponry which all headed down his arms.
He didn't want to be this vulnerable again, he did not. It's why he looks almost as if he desires to crawl into a hole just by showing her part of what near killed him previously.)
... during my travels I've come across Fatui and the Order often. At the time I was fighting Fatui to be more specific and near died for that since I was alone. I can't tell you the exact time frame but, I can safely tell you that part of what drives me is wanting to get rid of them.
It's not just over my father, but I want to see the Fatui more importantly burn. The Abyss Order included.
(The heat to his tone, the way his eyes sparked into vicious flames suddenly like earlier. He's always thought of this and to tell her, to show her now, is part of his attraction as foolish as it is for him to do so.
With a heavy sigh, he cannot help but wonder if she might find him crazy.)
... if you're wanting it to be all with me despite our secrecy, there's a possibility you may find me more hurt, more injured, more scarred as it goes on.
(Though unsaid, there is also the possibility of his death too.)