... I don't... think this was just caused by the cold... or the loneliness...
(His voice was quieter than his usual attitude, the blunt edge gone, he's trying not to let it show that his own heart is panicking. His head is screaming too, by the look in his eyes it's all but hurting him to know that all of it ran deeper than he ever had realized. He's trying to hold strong.
But they did cross the line.
There's no returning, no running, no hiding from it after he realized that kiss was... truly something he never once felt would be magical. He hates being sappy about it but there was passion in it, there wasn't anger but feelings he thought was long since gone.
It's... truthfully enough to make him close his eyes, his vulnerability threatening to peek out and managing to much to his dismay. He didn't want it to but the tiredness from all of his fears being proven right has gotten far too much for him to handle.
He didn't want her to be like those women who eyed him as if he's a prize even if she may perhaps feel the same as him. Something he hopes won't change, fears will happen possibly too leaving him back alone at any point he feels an attraction.)
I... I'll stay silent like I said... (Though unsaid, there's a silent apology there knowing she dislikes the way his suitors would flirt and stare at him. The way Donna would sit there and wait for him too and speak as if he were to fall for her.)
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(His voice was quieter than his usual attitude, the blunt edge gone, he's trying not to let it show that his own heart is panicking. His head is screaming too, by the look in his eyes it's all but hurting him to know that all of it ran deeper than he ever had realized. He's trying to hold strong.
But they did cross the line.
There's no returning, no running, no hiding from it after he realized that kiss was... truly something he never once felt would be magical. He hates being sappy about it but there was passion in it, there wasn't anger but feelings he thought was long since gone.
It's... truthfully enough to make him close his eyes, his vulnerability threatening to peek out and managing to much to his dismay. He didn't want it to but the tiredness from all of his fears being proven right has gotten far too much for him to handle.
He didn't want her to be like those women who eyed him as if he's a prize even if she may perhaps feel the same as him. Something he hopes won't change, fears will happen possibly too leaving him back alone at any point he feels an attraction.)
I... I'll stay silent like I said... (Though unsaid, there's a silent apology there knowing she dislikes the way his suitors would flirt and stare at him. The way Donna would sit there and wait for him too and speak as if he were to fall for her.)