... it would still be wrong of me, you know, we're cold yes but... I don't know if you've realized yet I am the type who goes all or nothing with these things. If I think it's there despite this... then there's no going back if we do anything regardless, Eula.
(His tone is quite serious too. Even as he's not facing her that's apparent in his attitude as of now that he wouldn't be feeling this way had he not considered it likely. Loneliness or not, cold or not even. Perhaps it ironically became something in secret between them now that nobody or really anything would know except for them by this point. He only can lay there and keep ignoring it as he speaks to her in such ways.
But... this meant then he'd have no choice but to reveal the rest of his unfortunate thoughts as much as he'd hate it. He doesn't want to but since she won't talk about it to anyone else, he does have to wonder if he should bother.)
...
(He won't say it yet in the end. That and he thinks he'd rather take that part of it to the grave though he had a feeling he'd have to unfortunately see it no matter how much he tries to push it out of mind. The vulnerability still is there but it's apparent that he's at a point he's not certain on if speaking further would end well.
Yet that won't stop the other thoughts from flowing in to his immense displeasure too whenever he held no desire to break hearts despite his attitude.)
It's not like I'm calling you precious, it's always been my thought that the heart is something to be cautious with. (Though hiding the rest of his inner thoughts is going to be a chore since she caught on quickly.) I do apologize if it felt that way.
(Perhaps it's his knightly side resurfacing despite himself. The old Diluc Ragnvindr who joined them with his eyes lit as gentle yet passionate flames before it all went to pieces and ash flying in the breeze.)
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(His tone is quite serious too. Even as he's not facing her that's apparent in his attitude as of now that he wouldn't be feeling this way had he not considered it likely. Loneliness or not, cold or not even. Perhaps it ironically became something in secret between them now that nobody or really anything would know except for them by this point. He only can lay there and keep ignoring it as he speaks to her in such ways.
But... this meant then he'd have no choice but to reveal the rest of his unfortunate thoughts as much as he'd hate it. He doesn't want to but since she won't talk about it to anyone else, he does have to wonder if he should bother.)
...
(He won't say it yet in the end. That and he thinks he'd rather take that part of it to the grave though he had a feeling he'd have to unfortunately see it no matter how much he tries to push it out of mind. The vulnerability still is there but it's apparent that he's at a point he's not certain on if speaking further would end well.
Yet that won't stop the other thoughts from flowing in to his immense displeasure too whenever he held no desire to break hearts despite his attitude.)
It's not like I'm calling you precious, it's always been my thought that the heart is something to be cautious with. (Though hiding the rest of his inner thoughts is going to be a chore since she caught on quickly.) I do apologize if it felt that way.
(Perhaps it's his knightly side resurfacing despite himself. The old Diluc Ragnvindr who joined them with his eyes lit as gentle yet passionate flames before it all went to pieces and ash flying in the breeze.)