... unfortunately for us not currently, the only thing I believe I can say for myself is that I've always disliked being angry. My temper is... really it's a blessing it's not horrible but once it starts it's difficult to manage.

(A sigh left him immediately after that. With this there was nothing that could be said now, he could feel it in his gut that at this rate something worse may happen and that he may not live to see another day if she grew incredibly angry though he would not do anything to her instead if it were the other way around. These thoughts were starting to overpower him despite forcing himself to stay still in their embrace.

He may not know what her extreme vengeance list is meant to do but he would be more worried if she were going to attempt to take his head one day for simply trying to be human with her instead of the stoic Diluc who would always be aloof.

It was growing all the more agitating with the thoughts however fluttering toward her lips and more but he would not dare move or anything. Damn it all... what sort of effect is she even having on him to make him wonder just how she turned him into an awkward boy instead of a grown man.

With the cold outside getting worse he didn't have the luxury either of releasing her and leaving for his own sanity. But by now he had closed his eyes and attempted to make himself think really of anything else, which didn't seem to be working either since he could still picture her like that and all of it.

He is going to seriously murder Kaeya later.)

... the blizzard sounds nastier than I thought it would have been.

(He hopes the random comment will at least detract from his thoughts, maybe from both their thoughts.)